I've watched a couple of eyeshadow tutorials in youtube. I'm still confused. They make it look so easy but when I do it by myself, I just can't execute it. I'm starting to get frustrated. So I declared that I will be sticking to a more natural look, as in zero eyeshadow. Well maybe I'll just put a highlighter and eyeliner when I'm in the mood but I'll basically do the powder, blush or bronzer, highlighter and lipstick/lip gloss routine.
I don't know why I'm stressing out with doing the eyeshadow application right. I have no events or occasion I need to attend anytime soon and I barely doll up. I guess I was just affected by my bf's comment (he thinks I'm very emotional lately due to pregnancy). For some reason I just want to perfect it soon. I've struggled with eyeshadow for the longest time and still after all those tutorials, I'm left confused.
I just don't get why those tutorials need a ton of eyeshadow colors and brushes to achieve a particular look. Even the simple, natural look looks so complicated. But I really do appreciate those who posted tutorials using 1 eyeshadow and 2 brushes. It looked easy but hopefully when I try it by myself I'll achieve the same look.
The more I stress out the more I realize why do I need to doll up when in fact I'm radiant with this pregnancy and I'm just that type of girl that wants a simple and very natural look. I'm not competing with anybody and nobody is requiring me to doll up. I think I'll race my white flag for now with this dilemma. But I know I shouldn't give up just yet. I'll learn how to use the eyeshadow just in time for a certain occasion. All I know for now and I'm sure I'll continue doing. I will put color in my face through blush, bronzer and highlighter. Simplicity is the key for now.
I love make up but just hating eyeshadow right now.

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